I can’t go one more second dragging this shackle around. I’ve been a prisoner inside myself and didn’t even know it. I thought I’d forgiven myself many years ago. And I thought I had really understood what it meant when I was saved by Christ; my old life and sins are forgiven, and I have a new abundant life with Jesus. But lately the PAIN has been unbearable from a sin from so long ago. I refuse to bring this into the new year with me. I’m leaving it here with you…to do whatever you want with it. Some may judge, some …
Have You Fallen Into the Planned Parenthood Trap?
I felt helpless laying flat on the table, doctors talking in hushed whispers as they hovered around me. I gripped onto my husband’s quivering hand as he sat and sobbed. As the ultrasound wand circled my swollen belly, I felt like a lab-rat being inspected from the inside out. The pictures on the ultrasound screen spoke two different messages: one to the doctors of deformity, illness, malady, dysfunction; the other to me of a precious silhouette with hiccups, clinched fists, cute crossed legs, sweet nose. The professionals started urging me to take the “best road,” to terminate the pregnancy and …